Idk what to say. Yesterday I was upset, but I'm not anymore. I'm actually surprised at the way my friend handled me. It was totally different from what I thought it was.
I hope I don't do anything stupid on this trip. Idk why, but I get the feeling that I might.
Of course it could be "negative thinking" as that person said. Of course it's funny that person said that since that person is the reason I'm like this.