Sunday, June 25, 2017


I'm amazed at how quickly I can calm down and stop being angry at something. I often wonder where I got that from cause no one in my family is like that. Not even my friends are like that. In fact now that I think about it I don't think I know anyone besides myself who's like that. So yeah it's a very interesting personality trait in my opinion.
If only I wasn't so quick to anger... I mean don't get me wrong. I've come a long way from the person I used to be. I'm definitely more calm and much more pacifistic. Despite that I still fly into a rage. True, it's a lot rarer than it used to be and it's probably not as intense. But it still happens.
You know I wasn't going to bring this up cause I firmly believe in putting the past behind you... And what happened is in the past. But now that I think about it me getting so upset at those two people... Well the first person who I called a Bitch, there was really no point. They're always going to be paranoid and unhappy. There's nothing I can do to change that... And even though I was standing up for myself now that I think about it I'm just making myself feel bad saying things I don't normally say. As for the second person who called me a piece of shit who honestly cares what they think? They don't know me and haven't known me for a long time. Anyone who truly knows me knows the real me... And the real me is a kind, loving person. Yeah I make mistakes, but don't we all?
So yeah in conclusion I'm just going to forget about it and ignore the negative people. Cause one day they'll realize what I eventually realized and if they have it in their hearts they'll become better people. Just like I did and just like I'll continue to be... Cause there's always room for improvement.

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